My life...in an incomprehensible words.
I'm a miserable gal
in a miserable world
I was born to doom
on the 2nd of April
I dance for my own will
don't like to be forced...

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!
yeay!!!! finally!!!
STRESS OVER!!!!
Opps... forgot, still got the killer paper
^*drum roll*^^*tada*^-----O'LEVEL-----^*looks at god*^

Haha
anywayz, today was damn fun la...
I made so much plans for today,
then guessed what happend...?
it all got canceled so i ended up in a place
i never expected to be!!!
haha.... i make it sound horrible right???
hehe... sorry ah BPSS makels...
Okie la, i went to BPSS...
haha... Din have school today... haha

Well my day started...
I woke up the usual "school" time,
Met my "darling" Sara,
then we went to the opp busstop to wait for
Gayuthri and Buvanes
They took 10 years and guess why?
Gayu went all the way to 7 11 to buy Big gulp... Early morning...
acho... she damn cute la... then she made all of us laugh..
my tummy was aching by the time i reached their school...
She i tell u one hack of a crazy gal... this is her...She looks kind
silly in this pic... it was a candid shot...
hahahahahahaha!!!!!! funny right... i'll show a nicer pic of her later...
shh... dont tell her i put this up, she'll kill me!!!

Anywayz, after that, i came back home to download songs
to my Mp3 cause i burrowed Buvanes's cd...
Then i left home at 9 to meet those loosu's (joking)
and i got dragged into the school by Givitha...
ahe ahh i tell u, like she owns the whole school like that...
i was walking inside the school as if it was a haunted place
i looked damn scared and was literally holding my heart in my hands...
I met Priya kutti at the school gate...
That Kavi Bitch din even bother talking to me
Well, i obviously din give an F!!!
Then i was sittin gwith Maha, Givi and kavi gals...
Suddenly the other group, (Sara, Poorni,Gayu, Buvi,Sheila,Shamini and others)
The two groups just cant get along...
i was afraid that i was stuck in between...
Anywayz, i didnt wanna see that Bitch's face, so i Joined Group 2...
Priya sat on my lap... :)
hehe... loads f pps were there... i dont really like that school guys
they so damn irritating la...
i screwd two guys up cause they were disturbing Maha...
Anywayz, my wonderful Bro Hari came down...
i was so happy...
Priya and he are okie now...
hehe!!! *cross fingers*
we were in the canteen till 12
we were slacking and crapping the whole time!!!
i took pics with Priya Kutti!!!She looks drunk in this pic... haha
Then we got chased... wait wait.... correction,
i got chased out of the school by the blardie teachers
so irritating... they look at me as if i'm some alien like that
idiots!!! then we waithed for hari under the opp block...
it was damn funny i tell ya... here's some pics we took...
Thats Sheila and Sara... haha... nice right...
Shamini took this photo.. She's a good photographer!!!

Sara Darling was trying to immitate the "vaele Minneke..." song...
haha... so cute....
then after that, we all took bus to AMMK macs...
Priya and Hari didn't come... :(
Then we hang arnd there for awhile...
and took more pics... haha!!!! sorry ah..
This Sara la... he was taking lots of snaps...
so much so until my batt was flat by the end of the day...
hahaha!!!!

Thats me and Sheila....
i'm happy that finally i told her EVERYTHING!!!
phew.... relief... hope she understands *wink*

That's Poorni and Gayutri!!!
The rest all ran away when we taking photos...
nonsense... hehe... there were somemore pics...
but Sara deleted most of it cause it was crappy...
HAD FUN!!!! :) *big smile*

U know, this kinda little things,
takes my mind of u... :)
I had fun today...
Hope u did... in Potong Pasir...
Now.... i dont care...
so what if u dont call?
i dont give a shit...
i just realized how Naive i was....
So u were probably wondering why i never bothered talkin gto u just now..
well, u expected me to hang up my call just to meet u right...
thats what i USED to do...
not anynmore...
cause i realize, my frens mean much more than u... :)
i'm over it...
it strikes me now... :)
it's so over....
I'm no ragdoll!!!
i had fun when with u...
thanks...!!! *roll eyes*
I'M OVER YOU!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!! FREE!!!!!!

Note to every1:Please ppl... dont talk about him to me anymore... it's over!!! let me heal myself!!! u should be happy!!!! cause i'm BACK!!!!! :)

I fell ashamed to confess that i'm still awake at this time of the night all because the thoughts about my past is haunting me.... again... It's torturing!!!:(

I still remember those times in Primary school....
Whenever my frens tell me about their BF or GF
i used to get so disgusted...
Infact, i used to scold them
for involving in a relationship at such a young age
cause i knew that these kinda relationship
is all bullshit and will never last for long...
So that day, i promised myself not to fall in love at a young age...
Maybe after 18... then only can...
But lets look at me NOW...
I've certainly changed...
I fell....
Twice i fell...

First was on my kness...
i got up and brushed it off...
it was painful at first,
but the wounds just healed...
but there's a big scar there
always reminding me of it...
the first time... wasn't so bad...

Then, i fell again,
This time on my face...
I tried to get up but i couldn't
Everyone tried to get me up,
but they all failed....
I'm still trying hard...
I was nearly there,
when the second one hit me again,
but this time, it didn't hurt
Maybe cause i chose to ignore it
But i'm scared it will sooner or later...
fear is still within me...
I'm scared
Scared to get up and walk again
cause i know, somewhere in me
i still never wanted the second one to let go
I'm not showing it though

I'm full of this failure crap right?
haha... thats my life....
Anywayz, My weekend was damn tiring la...
had to look after juniors and literally
run a show.... the seniors (me and my frens)
were running up and down all the time
makin gsure that everything went well...
hehe...
it was a good experience though...
Although there were some missunderstanding btw us...
After the show on Sunday,
went to Hari's (and Praba's) house...
Had dinner ther...
Had loads of fun...
Oh... I loved the Fish curry their mum made....
Yum yum...
okie... i shall post some pics... :)

That's my students... hehe... they all actually enjoy my company... very obedient children...

That's me and Durga's student.... so adorable!!! i love her eyes...

That's me and Malini akka... she has helped me alot for the past few days... i owe her one... :) a big thank u!!!

This of cause is me and mylovely cuzz Jess... thnks for being with me on sunday... well at least until the destination... hehe... love ya...

Gotta go... got exam tmw...
okie... bye!!!

Until right now, i was doing some research for my mid-term art exams. Then suddenly i got bored and decided to read a few blogs! I was reading and it made me sad... i mean, i agree that i've changed alot... but it's cause of somepeople that i've changed myself. Dunno if it's for the better or for the worse. If nothing happened in between (the past) I would've been the same! Well it's all part and parcel of life as said by Mr. Bunny.... But i do miss those days. And u and i both know that even if we give anything up, it will not come back again... nothing can change this! It's fate i guess... U and i were never meant to be... I'm not blameing it totally on you though. Maybe u've changed, but i'm not too sure of it... WE had fun, that i can't lie... somethings can never be changed though? U still don't admit to all ur mistakes right? I hate that!!! Now.... i can't write no more... =(

*Ennaku 20 Unnakku 18=Yedho Yedho
Yedho yedho ondru ennkkullaenuzhaindu
aayul raeghai neela seigiradhey
kaadhal raeghai ondru idhayathai thirandhu
chellamaaga miratti selgiradhey
uyirae idhayam..... unakkae unakkae...

hmm...
memmories!!! :(

I wrote this poem in school
Wrote it during my accounts lesson,
had a free period!!!
I know i'm neither Jess nor Praba
but i tried to write....
Give me ur comments k... :)

Her screaming grew louder.
his heartbeats faster
she trembled with fear
as he got closer
she begged with tears
but he told her not to fear

But her fear took the better
and never has he seen her laughter
she need to be stronger
instead, just like a toddler
she curled up to a corner!

I never changed anything
typed it like how i wrote it
there's lots of errors i think...
oh what the hack... hehe...

starting exams on WED!!!
am really scared!!!
I have to do well...
Maths Go-in-tha la...!!!

Yeaterday, was a very tiring day...
Met Jess in NYP..
went to eat lunch with Vinoth anna
and Cindy ceci...
and oh yeah... rubenna..!!!
she didn't talk to me...
whatever!!! Don't give a damn....

After that,
we went to tang road temple to see Amma...
it was a big Q!!!!
but luckily Thangam mami
Q'ed for us, so we were the 100+
people there....
we had a talk about Amma
then after that, had Bajhan...
they were singing in some funny lang
and later on we reaized it was actually English.
Amma gave us Darshan...
she hugged us one by one and chanted something in our ears...
i felt so happy....
She's always smiling... i noticed...
so cute.... :)
i bought her bangle...
and she blessed it...
got back home late la!
it was worth it though
finally i got to meet her
I'm sooooo happy.... =)

*Devdas= "Sisila Ye Chaahat Ka"*

Mere Piya Ab Aaja Re Mere Piya,
Oh Mere Piya Ab Aaja Re Mere Piya

I love this picture....
It's really adorable...
















In one of my posts
i wrote about the typical guys!!!
now, i'm gonna write about typical girls...
hehe... enjoy.... it's very true u know.... trust me
i know!!!!this post is dedicated to all the guyz out there
who happen to be reading my blog....

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says I
love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that.

How??? liked it? I'm sure some of the guys will never agree to this, but it's true... I'm a living proof of that... :(

Woody Jess Devi Cynn Suzz Nurul
MFSS/A> Liza Lala Anu Sharm Hari
Praba Shantu

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